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tonight I lost someone very impt to me. a very close friend. yes I admit it was my fault no one to blame but to only blame myself. why was I so stupid? I'm sorry to everyone around me who I've broken a promise to. I just couldn't take my chill. given a chance I would stop think about others and not myself. I admit I was being selfish. I admit I was being careless. I admit that I'm guilty and I'm sorry. just hope u all give me one more chance. I want people to stay and not go. those are the people I really hold closely to my heart. those are the people who stood by me at my worst. those are the people who pick me up when I fell. those are the ones I want to rmb. i know I was stupid. I know I was immature . this is the moment where I have learn my wake up call. and nothing else really matters now because of my stupid foolish act I lost a friendship. please just forgive me and I'll changed I promise I'll change. 

haters gonna hate

topic : haters 

okay so i know my haters are reading my blog and after that they will post on their spam acc on ig or twitter .. fuck whatever you all think idgaf. everyone has haters in your life even it is not now there will be. just because you people want to hate on me , it brings me the impressions that sorry you're just jealous of me. stop hating on me. it's like your life so free. don't like me then why do you still even bother about me? you do know that reading more makes more people know my blog and stuff. so effing stop hating on me go get a life:)